You are beautiful, no matter what they say

so basically i fail at relationships. i just ruin everything and don't know how to put it back together.
he hates me.
my brother hates me.
i hate me.
i wouldnt be surprised if he ended it with me because no one wants to be with a girl who can't keep up
who can't make things work
can't make him smile
can't make herself smile
can't make him happy
can't be there for hi
can't do anything
so.
depressing rant ^^^ i know. sorry.
no ones gonna read it so its fine